this book is about me . it is about my depression . but i want to make it possible for everybody to understand what is depression . feel it . partly . see it through my eyes . emptiness . see nothing ... weiterlesen. be lost . get hurt . or do not feel at all . searching for answers - yesterday . there is just yesterday . now is empty . cannot do tomorrow . i do not know, when it started . sadness is not depression . at some point it was more . much more . it took many years before i’ve looked for professional help . cure ? you are safe - never . but knowing helps . sometimes . but there is always fear of the next episode . and there is so much emptiness hiding . you’ll be stronger after . never . it is.